Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Now for somethin completely different...



Ice Fishing...
















Now I know that there will be purists out there that say Ice Fishing is an abomination against God and his kingdom.

Normally I would agree, however I think I have found a way to accomplish a couple of goals in one fell swoop.

That's right, I give you...The New Castle.

Now I can relax in all my 6' X 8' glory (not my height, but the size of my new ice shelter.)


So now armed with a 1/5th of Crown Royal, a two litre bottle of coke and some grubs, I too can have an exciting Sunday catching fish with out the wading into the ice cold stream and all the risks associated there in. My wife has threatened to accompany me on one of these excursions so if you should see me out there, keep it down, the Queen may be in the Castle and asleep.

If anyone wants to take a day trip, I'll bring the booze, you bring the mixer and let's go cut some holes.

Signing off from Ice Station Zebra...

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Winter hits Utah

Well it finally happened. The first snow storm and the end of summer. Of course in Utah it went from 90 degrees to freezing in a nano second so we really didn't have a fall per se.

I guess we will start working out the winter fishing schedule so we can start nymphing in the near dark of winter evenings.

God I get cold just thinking about it.

Maybe this winter weill be more of a Crown Royal around the fire place sort of thing.

More to come...

Thursday, September 3, 2009

How deep is one's despair?

I had a nice tidy little rant all saved up and ready to spew when I read an article in today's tribune.

Here is a copy of the article:

Authorities catch dog who stayed with owner's body

Cache County authorities on Wednesday afternoon trapped a dog who had stayed with his 18-year-old owner after she apparently committed suicide in the wilderness.
The 5-month-old dog, a German Shepherd-wolf mix called both Forrest and Gerome, had begun wandering the Green Canyon 27 days earlier, when authorities first began searching for Andrea Celina Roye. Her body was found Sunday evening near the Beirdneau Trail.
The Cache County Sheriff's Office has said Roye's death appears to be a suicide, but would not say why.
Cache County sheriff's Lt. Matt Bilodeau said the puppy had stayed with Roye's body, but ran off when searchers came near it.
Deputies on Tuesday took Roye's mother and brother to the site where Roye was found, and the dog was still in the area. Authorities set traps and eventually captured the dog, returning it to the family.
The girl's family returned to their Nevada home Wednesday afternoon.
Bilodeau said finding the dog brought Roye's family some closure and "gave them something that she had."
Said Bilodeau: "They're doing the best they can given the circumstance."
Steve Gehrke

After reading this I had to post a reply to the forum. This reply is listed below.

Andrea one can only hope that you have found the peace that eluded you in this world. My heart breaks at the thought of you sitting alone on that hillside with Forrest feeling that what you were about to do was preferable to living another second in whatever pain and sadness that held your heart captive. You were far too young to have felt this type of pain and those that are left behind can only hope that you are now in a place of joy. I am so happy that Forrest was found as he sat sentinel at your side. Dog's provide so much companionship and the thought of this little protector sitting by your side as your life slipped away will bring tears to my eyes for a very long time. Knowing that he is with your family gives me a little peace at least. I am not a religious man but if there is a God, may you find yourself in his/her embrace and know the calmness and love that he/she should impart. Please know that you will be missed and your passing has been noticed.

I struggle with this type of thing thinking about this little girl and just how bad she needed to have felt to think that this was what she not only wanted to do, but needed to do.

I am always astonished an an animal's capacity for love and when I think of my little dog in this scenario it is truly almost too much to bear.

I hope the old saying is true...God looks out for fools and children, and to add to that, I hope he looks out for little dogs as well, this little guy needs it.
This little girl wasn't a fool, but she was lost and so sad that her heart finally gave in to the tidal wave of her despair.

Sweet girl I hope you find your peace.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Items From The News

As you have all heard by now, Ted Kennedy passed away.
My running joke on this guy has been that if there was a conspiracy behind the killing of his brothers, the conspirators took a look at Teddy and said "nah, this guy is worth more to us alive, leave him alone."

So one more bad joke gets tossed out the window.

All day long all I could think about was here's an irony that would make me feel good about things.

Teddy gets to the pearly gates, Scotch and Soda in hand and as he taps the door bell to get someone's attention, there stands none other than Mary Jo Kopechne freshly installed as the chief arbiter deciding who gets in, and who goes straight to hell.

I will leave it up to you as to what her decision may have been.

CEO for the SPCA West Virginia Chapter leaves her dog in a car for 4 hours and it dies.
Now the whole story is actually quite sad, her husband put the dog in the car and didn't tell her. The dog was 16 years old blind and deaf and when she came out to the car at noon she realized it was in the car, still alive but in heat stroke. Unfortunaltely the dog was unable to be saved and died a few hours later of kidney failure.
No his name was not lucky...but some things are ironic enough it seems. My heart goes out to the dog, the owners probably need some help as well.

Dominick Dunne passed away and I must admit I have never read him. Perhaps I will find some time to see what he was about, but not today.

Why am I reporting on the deaths of so many? Well again in an irony I could never make up, it would appear that Teddy, Dominick Dunne, and Louie the dog, will probably ALL be buried before Michael Jackson, now what the hell is that saying? The Jacksons apparently announced there will be a reality show featuring them, Man I sure hope we don't see Michael propped up in a corner of the house.

I'm sure it won't happen, but I bet it was discussed.

Monday, July 27, 2009

The Grand Design

I got off work tonight and raced home to shed my work clothes and head into the hills. Thank God I remembered to get dressed in something before I went up, but getting to that fishing spot in the canyon was all I could think about. My sweet wife made me a sandwich and after a stop to pick up my shirts for work (damnit it all but I have to have pressed shirts) I grabbed some water and headed for the curve.


Mark if your reading this you know the spot. Hell you found it and after I spoke to you the other day via email, I had been thinking of that time we took Dave up there and worked that set of riffles for all they had.


I lugged to the spot, no other fishermen present and hopped into my gear. I went with my 2 weight 9 footer and frankly should have gone with my 1 weight 6 footer. That spot has changed a lot Mark. Gone is the gentle pool that we got hit after hit on the Elk Hair that night. It is now a continous riffle for about 80 yards.Not a bad thing really but it is tighter than it used to be, trees are right to the edge and high. So you have to fish it from the center and the obstacles in the middle have made it a lot more technical. Fun, but you have to be careful.


I threw a few different bugs and got a few glances at a Dave's Hopper. My Caddis were too big and all the fish would do is rise to the edge, look at it like a disapproving lover and jet back into the cover of a their rock lair.


Finally I found a small caddis as the hatch started to cook and by this time I had worked about half the flow to a good spot that gave me a glimpse into a backwater.

I tossed a roll cast at the edge of the backwater and mended right with the tip. The bug landed to the side of the bulk of the line softly and had a drag free drift for only a few seconds.


The Native caught the bug on its down swing into the water and I set back to see if he actually caught it. He was there and I brought him over behind a nice rock eddy to a grass bank to pick the fly from his lip.


This fish was breathtaking. Only about 14 inches (big for that water) but just stunning and full of life. No camera was handy so I quickly got the bug out and placed him back in the slack water. I found an image on the internet that could have been his brother, and thats what is at the start of this entry. But his colors were so much more vibrant, it could make you weep.

He wasted no time in heading out and that was all I needed.


I climbed back onto the rock where I had met a Cow moose once. It stands about 5 feet high and is a great place to stand and survey the scene. Way back when she had popped into the stream where I had been standing, took a big drink and raised her head to where I was crouching up on the rock. She looked at me and I at her, our noses about 3 feet apart. I could smell her wet hide, not unpleasant, but all animal. I got to watch her eyes as she realized I wasnt part of the rock, they rolled back up and her nostrils went wide and just when I though I was going to be part of that rock forever, she turned tail and ran back into the bush on the other side.


I have heard people say she was more afraid of me than I was of her. All I can say is that those people didn't have to change my diapers after that little face to face. I was pretty goddamn scared and I don't mind saying it.


Everytime I get on that rock I chuckle about that...but I also watch that big opening on the other side of the river pretty damn close as well. I might have been born at night, but I wasnt born LAST night.


I finally climbed back up to the road, old legs get rubbery fast and made my way down to the truck. It was cool and the smell was of the mountain. Clean with that pine spring water smell that I love.


The sun was down behind the mountain and it was getting dark fast.
I put my gear away and idled back down the hill. I felt like I had slept for a year. energized and ready to go.



God I love this place.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Interesting Bumper Stickers

So I am driving home tonight and I see a car with a bumper sticker ahead of me which reads "God is Pro-Life"
The word God is in red and the Pro-Life part is sort of shaped like a flag and is colored like the American Flag.

This got me to thinking.

Now before I fly off into the ether, let me just state for the record that as far as I am concerned I personally am Pro-Life. Meaning that if I had ever managed to find a fertile place where my seed could find good purchase, I would not extinguish this little bundle of joy. It simply is not who I am.

However, it is not my place to decide for someone else what they should believe in or how they should handle their given life situations.

After I read this bumper sticker the first thought I had was "have you ever heard of the great flood?" God made sure that plenty of things perished in that little temper tantrum. I know they were evil and all that but at least some of them had to be pregnant. Why would God condemn all those little kids prior to their getting a chance to pop out and become the evil little shits that their parents obviously were?

On top of that, I find it more than a little offensive that some prick chooses to spew the word of God on the back of a Honda Civic! But I digress...

I wondered...did he actually have a conversation with God? Is that when God revealed to him that he was Pro-Life? Perhaps he did. Perhaps he is a chosen one and did have a chat with our creator.

However if he didn't, then I wouldn't want to be his ass when the final bell rings.

Remember your Dante.

This guy would probably find himself in the 8 Circle of Hell in the 4th Bolgia (the place for false prophets).

Now I dig that thats a stretch, but putz boy brought God into the thing in the first place. I simply am trying to see this through to it's logical conclusion.

What's the point? Only that if you are going to speak for God, you ought to get a couple of things clear first.

1. God is God and as such can do what he damn well pleases.
2. Speaking for God is a bad career move...spiritually speaking.
3. If you choose to spout shit, then be ready for the obvious result...an extra hot spot in Hell with your name on it.
4. Put this shit on a better car, not that I would dare speak for God (frankly pissing him off scares the shit out of me), but I have a hunch that God drives a Harley...

Move along...move along...nothing to see here.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Strawberry...The Other White Meat

You know it's a bad thing when if there is no wind, you consider it a good day on the water.
I was fishing by 6:30 this morning and there was actually about a 5 mile per hour wind. I worked about 70 feet out from the bank and had no hits until I tied on an Autumn Splendor. Bang 22 inch cut. Dove straight to the bottom and finally came up to see me. Beautiful fish. Then nothing for about an hour. I started to get some rollers out about another 40 yards so I angled out and changed flies to a white crystal bugger with a bead head. As soon as I got out to about the same distance from the bank as the rolling fish were hanging I popped another fish. This one ended up just over 25 inches and is the biggest fish I have had on this year.
Again it was beautiful. I really love the look of these Cuts. Several hits happened and it seemed like things were heating up nicely.

Ten minutes later and I snapped off the fly when another fish hit. I dug around in the boxes ( I carry 5) and there was nothing even close. I tied on an egg sucking leech and had another big hit and that fly snapped off as well. These were clean bite throughs. No little curly end as if the knots had let go. So I dig around again and realize I had left that box at home. All the rest of my leeches were 100 miles away.

By this time the wind had finally died down and it was a great day. I worked in and out to the bank and back several times trying to find something else they were eating, but nothing transpired.

Still it was a fun day and it was just great to get back out on the water.

I am going to go try Jordanelle this weekend. Strawberry has the potential for some bigger fish, but it seems very hit and miss. I haven't floated Jordanelle yet this year, perhaps the catch rate is better. I will post after that trip.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Hotter than hell in the valley

I realize that sounds like a porn film made in California, but it also descibes the weather right now here in good old Utah.

Between work, catching some ungodly form of swine flu and the heat, my fishing has been postponed (or is that postpwned) for about a month and a half.

I am fixing that Wednesday. I have been invited to speak at a meeting for officials from the Utah Division of Wildlife Resources on Tuesday and so I will be staying at the lodge that night and heading to Strawberry the next day.

Finally getting back in the water again.

I will post updates if there are any to post.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Going fishing come hell and high water



Hopefully the rain will stop and we will get out this week. More to follow

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Small Miracles

You can always tell just how little fishing I get to do when the blog's get to be about everything BUT fishing. Sigh, but be that as it may, even when not fishing interesting things can happen.

Although I will not go into detail about where I work or what I do, I will say that one of the things I get to do is take folks on tours. This will be a little hard to tell without going into great detail about work, but most of you know where I work anyway so allow me to plod on.

I was giving a tour for pre-schoolers which by the way are the coolest groups to tour with. There is no guile in kids this age. Everything is new and they want to be amazed. What a great outlook on life...always wanting to be amazed. But I digress.

During this tour one of the little girls started pointing to stuff and saying "penguin". I am not sure what she meant really, but she and I talked a little and looked at stuff and had a great time along with the rest of the kids.

What I didn't know was apparently this little girl had not spoken in months. No one knows why, but she just didn't feel the need to speak.

Talking to me was her first time speaking in a very long time.

Her Mother was along on the tour as well as the Teacher and because I wasn't paying attention to the adults, I didn't realize that Mom and the Teacher were crying.

So why do I relate this? I have no clue, other than it was kind of cool to be there when a little child found her voice again. I have no claim to this event other than being present. I am sure that the sensory overload of the location had a lot to do with it.

I didn't hear about this until several weeks later and apparently she is till talking.

My wife wrote about miracles on her Jasper and Horace Blog and I sort of feel like this is a minor one to be sure.

So I guess the moral of the story is this:
When you are heading down the road of life and you find your self in a situation when words utterly fail to capture the moment....just say Penguins.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Died doing what he/she loved to do...

This is another departure from the fishing thing, but hey it's my blog so please, a little patience.


How many of us have heard that phrase?

We read an obituary and somewhere inside the body of the document you read "at least he died doing what he loved to do". Or you attend the funeral of some poor unfortunate soul and a member of the mourners committee pops that one on ya.

My position on this is that I have never heard such bullshit in my entire life.

There is no freakin moment of clarity just before the plane crashes into the ground. Nor is there any moment of quiet understanding for the climber that has broken free from his earthly tether and is rushing headlong to his impact point 500 feet below.

The other day I read that a sky diver had died doing what he loved to do, skydiving. Not only wrong but fuckin wrong. That skydiver died screaming and clawing at the air before him imagining what it was going to feel like as his ass went screaming helter skelter through his forehead.
In short he died doing what he had been trying to avoid for the 1100 previous sky dives. He died when he slapped the ground like a fast ball hitting the glove of a major league catcher.

I love how we have to rationalize what death is either all about, or means.

My position is and has always been that death is simply what it is. It will mean different things to different people largely based on how they were raised. You either fear it, embrace it, or ignore it. Regardless of how it hits your brain pan, the result is the same...no more you.

So as we go forward and I die in a tragic trout fishing accident. Please whomever writes my obituary, refrain from saying that I died doing what I loved to do.

Chances are unless I died because Jennifer Aniston walked out of the woods nude and offered to make love to me and I died from the resulting heart attack just as I finished...I probably died kicking and screaming pissed to high heaven and scared shitless.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

A departure from the water to the desert

My wife is of Egyptian descent and although I have only been over to this amazing country once, it didn't take long for me to fall in love with this place. The people are warm and friendly, the food amazing and of course the scenery is breathtaking.
The recent swine flu outbreak hit this country hard. Egyptian Government officials forced the slaughter of all the pigs in Egypt, which although stupid, became tragic when they refused to compensate the farmers for their losses. Most of these folks were depending on these animals to make their living for the next year.
The reason I bring this up is becuase I just read an article that speaks to something I had considered doing, but these folks actually followed through. This is truly an example we should follow.
I appreciate these folks for taking care of their fellow man.

CAIRO – The aisles were empty in Country Homes Furniture in Wilbraham, Mass., and owners Hazel and Nazih Zebian were sitting in their office doing what they described as the "usual whining and complaining" about how bad business had become and questioning how much longer they could last.

"Like so many people in these economic conditions, furniture has been hit hard," Hazel said. "It’s the last thing people want to buy."
Out of boredom, she began to surf the Internet and came across a story on msnbc.com about another man half a world away facing hard times: Abu Sayed in Cairo.

We reported on how Sayed had just lost his small herd of pigs, the only source of income for his extended family of 14. The Egyptian government began culling all pigs in a misguided attempt to prevent swine flu. But pig farmers, most of them living below the poverty line, lost everything when police seized their swine herds without any compensation.
Sayed was no exception. He was beaten by police when he asked what would happen to his herd. He had no idea how he could continue to feed his own children or help provide for his brothers and sister.
But after reading Sayed’s story, Hazel silently calculated how much it would cost to replace the 25 pigs.
"I read it to my husband and as I started reading it, multiplied in my head and all it amounted to was $1,125. I said, ‘I wish we could give that to him ourselves.’ And he said, ‘If that's what you want to do, just go ahead and do it.’"

Soon after, I received the following email from the Zebians: "I would like to know if there is any way possible I can make a financial contribution to this man and his family… I want someone to physically hand him the money on behalf of myself and my family so that he does not go without the income his pigs would have brought in for him."
A few days later, after a flurry of e-mails and a trip to Western Union, the grateful Egyptian family was given a fresh start. "I was astounded when I found out there are people who care and are still good," Sayed said. "They are good people. Human beings should support one another and they are a good example of that." Sayed plans to buy a flock of sheep with the money to replace his herd of pigs. "God willing, this will replace what I have lost."

He and Nazih, a Lebanese-American, spoke briefly by phone. "I thanked him and expressed my appreciation," Sayed said. "Nazih is a respectable person and he wished me luck." Nazih said he hopes to come to Egypt and meet him in person.
By giving Sayed a second chance, the Zebians gained a fresh outlook on their own struggling business.
"After reading the article, we just thought, ‘What are we complaining about?’ and felt really good after doing it," said Hazel. "We will never forget."

Do some good folks, the world will be a better place.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Fishless in Seattle

So I have been thinking about Seattle alot lately for no super good reason. I had a chance to eat dinner last night with some old friends and they are from Seattle, thus the segway.

Todd and I hit the Berry this morning and as many of our other tour stops, it was less than inspiring. Todd hooked up with a beautiful Cutt that was about 21" and probably 3 lbs or so.
In almost the same spot 2 minutes later I hook up with...you guessed it, a chub.

In fact I should have called this entry the fish whisperer because that was the topic at hand when these two fish hit. Todd said "here is my fish whisperer secret" and proceeded to say "Here fishy fishy" and then he got the cut.

I chose to use a slightly different approach and said "Cmon, hook a brother up" and got the chub.

This prompted a whole new conversation about the fish whisperer style etc.

The bottom line though was that although we fished for several hours and threw everything in the box at them, there was no further love forthcoming.

It wasnt a skunk, but it damn well sure as felt like it.

Then 10:00 AM hit and the freakin wind comes roaring in. So off we went to Deer Creek (your getting a twofer report today.

Before you get all excited about the bonus report, let me just say, it sucked down there as well.

We fished Charleston Bay directly over the channel and out from the bridge about 400 yards. No hits, no runs, and the one big error was showing up at Deer Creek. The one big plus was that apparently someone had vandalized the pay envelope box and the ranger was right there and said since that happened, it was a fee free day. Silver lining.

I think the best part about all this is despite the absolutely wretched fishing we have had over all, Todd and I are having a blast just hangin out and fishing. I hope it picks up, but having cool people to hang with is worth more than a good day fishing.

I am shooting one or two pictures each time I go out, but I am using one of those crappy little disposable cameras and I haven't shot the whole thing out yet. When I do I will go back and amend the log with whatever pics I have at hand.

Whats next you might ask? I have no bloody idea, but we will look at the weather, and the absolutely false ass, lying through their teeth fishing reports to plot our next stop on the Fishapalooza Tour. (I wonder if we can get Ozzy to come fish with us?)

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Strawberry Fish Forever

Our tribute to the Beatles although weak, sums up our next trip.

So this Sunday is Mother's Day and as all good children should, what will we be doing on this holy of holies?

That's right...fishing at the Berry.

The rumor is that the fishing is hot. This seems to be a recurring theme with us. It is sort of like standing in line at the grocery store and the other line is moving faster, so you electric slide over to that one just to have them put Corky from the wonder years on as the new cashier and you realize that you are never going to make it through the check out.
Before anyone sends too much hate, I love Corky and if you are that bothered by my little warped sense of humor, stop reading and go find something better to do. Pfffft freakin people.

Anyway the new word is that this place is going to be the place to hang come this Sunday, so we will be there with bells and wooly buggers on to see if we can't break this horror show losing streak and put some hogs in the net.
I am hoping to have some photo's to add to this because it's this years first trip to Strawberry reservoir.
In the mean time, here is Todd with a nice Silver until we can actually catch something worth posting.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

The Fishapalooza Tour

So I have decided to post our various fishing trips and call it the Fishapalooza Tour.
Todd Hindmarsh and I have made it out to Tibble Fork Reservoir (awesome evening, lots of small Browns brought to boat), East Canyon Reservoir (started out great and then 45 seconds later shut down like a steel door slamming shut), and the most recent was today at Rockport Reservoir.

Adam King was the special guest fisherman for the day and he along with Todd and I went fishless for the first time in the tour. It was over cast, rainy and a little cold. I pulled up to the boat ramp about 7ish and got ready. I managed to get a few hits, but nothing solid and thats how the day pretty much went.

I did stop by a small gas station down near the freeway and the owner told me he saw a photo of a 9 pounder taken last week trolling very deep. He seemed like a nice guy, but we proved there are no fish in that lake, and when someone says a fish weighed X amount, I usually divide that number into thirds. So someone supposedly caught a 3 pound trout out of a barren lake...see how easily I can make myself feel better?

I know, it's a gift.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Ghost Flute Canyon

Ghost Flute Canyon


I had heard about the canyon. Rather, I had heard of some folks searching for the canyon.
The canyon known as Ghost Flute Canyon was a place where monster fish rose to gigantic hatches. It was a place of mystery and magic.

It was also a myth.

I started putting out feelers for the canyon just after I had over heard two men at the fly fishing store. I was on the other side of a tall rack and they didn’t know I was there. One man had claimed to have been to the canyon and the other man was busy telling the first just how full of it he was.

The basic gist of the tale or what I had come to call “The Story” went like this.

Who ever was telling the story had happened on the canyon and started to tell about how big the fish were, how tough it was to get to and just how many fish were caught.
As usual, when pressed, the story teller had to relate exactly when he had been there, but of course he was lying and his story soon fell to pieces.

I chuckled, picked out some more Bead Head Pheasant Tails and went to the counter.
This little drama played itself out a few times over the years and I had resolved that as nice as it would be to find a place like this, it was not to be.

Then one night I was down on the Provo fishing just above the trestle. I had just gotten off work and only had an hour or so. I was tying up my rig, when one of the guys from the fly club pulled up.

I had known Charles for about four years and he was a good fisherman. He and I had shared the water many times and I always looked forward to fishing with him. He was rigged so we made our way down the gravel road towards the water. As I waited for him to duck under the Iron Gate that blocks the road, I asked him if he had heard about Ghost Flute Canyon. As he straightened up and looked at me, I realized from the look on his face that this place might be real. Charles had never claimed to have been at the canyon, but when I asked him this harmless question, his response spoke volumes.
His face grew hard and in a gruff way I had never heard him speak before he said “Don’t ask foolish questions damnit!” He then left me behind and started fishing across the river rather than walking the trestle. His behavior was so odd I was actually shocked. He and I had never had a cross word, why was he angry?

As I climbed over the big orange gate and made my way across the huge boards covering the trestle deck, the answer came to me, he knew where this place was! He had been there!

I fished alone that night; Charles never made his way up to me and left without saying goodbye.

The following Tuesday we went to the club meeting and he was as familiar as ever. I didn’t bring up the incident and neither did he. I think we were both glad it was behind us and I made a mental note to not discuss it around him. At the meeting though it was brought up by a fellow standing near Charles. Charles got up and left without a word.

Over the rest of the summer, I observed Charles and noticed that he was heading out alone about once a month and was gone for the weekend. When I would see him after these short absences, I would inquire what he had done on the weekend in question. Most the time he told me that he had been rock hunting or had gone to see his folks.
I ignored the fact that he had never really done either of these activities before.
Instead, as the fall crept up, I would walk the dog past his place and noted the mileage on his truck. Then when he got home from “seeing his folks” I would walk the dog again and note the return mileage. The average was about 270 miles.

When I was pretty sure I had the miles correct, I spent the winter at the library and looked over some USFS Topo maps.
As spring finally started to peek through, I had made a plan.

Following the rules of the story, I felt I had narrowed the possible location of the canyon down to a few different mountain ranges in Central Utah. These were the rule of the Canyon as based on the story told by the locals.

The river was 8 miles long.
It was a glacier created range.
It had no outlet.
It ran through quaky covered highlands.

Not a lot to go on I know, but I had Charlie’s miles and that helped to narrow down the range.
I went to my Brother and asked him to fly me over the area. We left airport number 2 at 8 am on a crisp spring morning and the hunt was on. I didn’t tell him why we were going, just that I wanted to see the area.

I had narrowed the search down to two places and as we flew over the first, it became quickly apparent that the range was too narrow to fulfill the 8 mile width. Farther south as we crested the next range I watched the mountain spread in front of us and widen to just over 10 miles.

As we reached the highest part of the mountain I looked down and deep in the valley I could see the river. It glistened in the sun as it wound down through the quaky lined valley floor. I anxiously looked around for an access road and realized the closest road was over 40 miles away. As we flew over the farthest downstream stretch of the canyon the river disappeared. It was hard, but I kept the discovery to my self. I pulled the GPS from my pocket and grabbed some readings as we flew over the valley one last time and back to Salt Lake.

The next weekend was forever getting here. I had packed my gear and re-packed it several times. I wanted this to be perfect if I had found the canyon.
Excitement finally got the better of me on Saturday Morning and after kissing my wife goodbye, I headed out to see if I was right. I gave her the GPS reading and told her I would be home Sunday night. As I drove I sipped my coffee and thought about the 2 years I had into this search. If I was wrong, that was ok, the search had been great. But I hoped I was right.

I need to be somewhat vague from this point on, if you fly fish and hold special spots sacred, I’m sure you will understand.

I idled my truck over the last section of desert floor and stopped at a low slung spot in a foot hill. I picked a spot behind some cedar trees in a small gulch hoping to hide it from anyone that may pass by. I found this unlikely but the thought of someone tripping over the spot I had spent so long researching bothered me.

As I worked my way up the valley I was amazed at how the landscape changed. The sharp tangy smell of sagebrush slowly gave way to the cedar. Then a little farther on I could see the quaky tree leaves shuttering in the almost still morning air.
This place felt magic and my imagination ran away as I thought of the supposed history if the place. I had walked for about 30 minutes and was quite sure I had the wrong place when a sound caught my attention. It was a low rumble, felt more then heard. As I walked farther up the canyon the sound grew louder and began to sound like a muffled water fall.

There was a mound in front of me now about 100 yards wide and looking almost like an earthen dam. It was quite steep in the middle, so I made my way around the right edge and caught a spray of mist. My heart started pounding and I ran up to the edge. I caught myself at the brink, paralyzed by the sight.

A shaft fell off deep into the mountain. The mist from the falling water lifted lightly into the air and made damp all that strayed too close to the edge. I fell back from the edge grabbing for support from trees and bushes afraid I would fall into that dark hole. It took several minutes to catch my breath. Finally, I looked to my right and saw a pool no less then a hundred feet wide and at least that long that held the water before it plunged into the depths of the mountain.

The edge of the pool nearest the drop off looked man made. It seemed that way at least and I felt at some point that perhaps in my excitement, I was imagining things.

I worked my way around the pool and started up the canyon. My head swam with the discovery. I had believed that this whole thing had to be myth because a river does not simply disappear. But this one did, right into a subterranean chasm. The thought of that abyss made me shudder, but I pushed on. The day was bright and although I was sure I had found the right place, I knew it was so remote that it had to be barren water.
Just as I thought the word barren in my mind, I heard a splash and my head jerked over to the top of the pool. A ring was working its way toward me and I thought I saw movement under the water. I pulled on my sunglasses and was blown away to see what appeared to be a nice Cutt. It was far enough out that I couldn’t see the fish well, nor could I see what it was eating, but it was working the riffle where the inlet fed the pool and was happily chewing something up. The river at this point was narrowing down to about 50 feet wide and not too deep. There didn’t seem to be any run off and the water was clear and pure looking. I decided to rig up and walked a short distance to a flat rock I could use as a bench.
I rigged quickly and rather badly I must admit. I always do for some reason when I stand on the bank of new water. I forget my mentors words and I turn 12 again, hardly able to wait to get that first cast into the water.
I tossed on a BWO size 16 and put my gear in order. I was using pretty light tippet and frankly the first take caught me by surprise. I worked my cast a few times and had just settled the line softly in the water when the water exploded beneath my fly.
I ripped the tip up and put the wood to the fish and promptly snapped the fly off.
These fish had some bulk! I quickly re-rigged putting on some heavier tippet and made the same cast. Again the explosion was there, again the rod tip came up but this time the fish was there as well. I worked her around and brought her to net and was please to see the girth on this fish. Thick and heavy she was all of 16 inches long. I plucked my fly from her lip and gently got her back into the stream.

As I sat back on my haunches and looked up through the trees I closed my eyes and listened to the rustling of the small round leaves. They chattered to me and seemed as happy as I was just to be here in this place right now.

As I looked to my right and started planning my next casts, I heard the sound.
It was low and climbing. It nagged on the edge of really hearing, but it was distinct none the less. It was the sound of a flute. Not the kind you hear in an orchestra, but the kind you would hear if you were visiting a time long past, a time where Native Americans sat around their fires and sang chanting songs to celebrate a successful hunt, or the birth of child.
It was the canyons name sake and for the first time I felt very alone. The sound came from up stream and I struggled with the decision. Finally, I decided I had to discover the source.
As I climbed along the rivers edge I passed countless rises. Fishing had taken a back seat for the time being and I moved forward peering intently ahead to find the source of the sound.
I made my way around a bend in the canyon wall and stopped at the edge of a pool. The water wound its way around the bend, slipping softly through the deep runs of the river bed. I watched a few risers and looked up river again. There was a shelf of rock that stuck out over the pool and as I glanced up I saw the toe of a boot sitting upright as though someone was taking a nap. My heart raced as I quickly thought about where I parked my truck. Had there been any tracks? Had I missed the sign of another person?
I looked up at the boot and thought hard, but there had been no sign, no track. I was alone.
I called out to the man “Hello?” and waited for him to wake up. There was no answer so I made my way across the river and up to the side of the shelf.
The man lay on his back as though resting. All I could see was the toe of his boot. He had waders on but the old Red Ball kind thick and unyielding. The shelf was structured such that one had to be careful climbing out to it. An animal on four legs could not navigate the thin trail with the over hang situated where it was. I crept around and looked at my “sleeping man”. He was all disconnected bones in a red flannel shirt that was crumbling to dust. His hat was pulled down over his eyes and it looked like he had just laid down and fallen to sleep, never waking again.
There was a slip of paper in his pocket. I carefully worked it free and un-folded it. It was so brittle that I had to be very careful. The writing was feint but careful and neat.

To whoever finds me, please leave me where I lay.
My name is Stan Harwick and today is May 27th 1965.
I found this place in 1938 and it has been my place of peace all these years.
I stocked it with Colorado Cutthroat Trout, the native fish to this region, and also my favorite, by hauling buckets up the mountain with mules.
I have fished this place alone until now, you find me here because this is where I chose to die. The cancer got as bad as they said, and with all the strength I had left, I made my way here. My last day on earth was spent fishing this pool and drinking in all of God’s beauty. My final request is that you not move me. I like to think that I will listen to the sound of the flute and fish jumping forever.

I carefully folded the paper and placed it back into Stan’s pocket.

As I sat thinking about how this man had been laying here for almost 42 years, a voice nearly stopped my heart.
“I see you’ve met Stan?”

My eyes darted over to the back of the rock shelf and there was Charles. My startled expression caused him to break into a big grin. I expected him to be mad, but he actually seemed relieved.

“I always figured you would find this place” Charles exclaimed “To be honest I am kind of glad you did.”

Charles went on to explain that he had been fishing this place and listening to the rumors since the mid seventy’s. He had always wished he could trust the secret with someone because even though fishing a great spot alone was nice, it can get lonely.
When I had first asked Charles about the canyon that night on the Provo, he told me he had sort of been pulling for me to find it, and hoped that if I did, I would keep the secret.
“Charles” I said, “I am happy to keep the secret assuming of course I am allowed back!”
Charles replied “As I said, it will be great to have someone to fish with again.”

With that said, the pact was made.

Charles had rigged his fly rod so we left Stan and made our way down to the pool. We worked opposite sides of the stream and took turns sort of leap frogging up the canyon.

It is hard to explain what it feels like to realize a dream. I will try.

The fish came fast to the line, but your casts had to be soft. Imagine your idea of fly fishing heaven, and you will be seeing this place. Soft grass banks with the shade of the trees keeping the sun at bay. The shadows left an almost fall like chill to the air. It smelled of sweet canyon mornings and as the day wore on, I marveled at the amazing luck I had.

Charles stopped ahead and as I caught up he began explaining the flute. He told me that on his first trip up he had spent the better part 2 days trying to locate the source.
Finally as the sun set on the second day he crested the spot where we now stood. He pointed up to the ridge line located about 200 yards distant. In the space between the trees I noticed a sort of structure. There were a number of them and I had to get my binoculars out to see them properly. They were burial stands! This canyon was a holy place of an American Indian tribe. Charles told me that out of respect he had never gone into the grave yard, but that at the edge he had found the source of the sound. We walked to the spot just a few yards distant and there between two tree branches someone a very long time ago had placed a flute. The tree had grown around it until it was almost completely obscured. The shape however was still definable and the holes were still uncovered.

Charles said “I have kept the tree clear of the flute all these years, but that first trip the wind had died and I had a helluva hard time finding it.”

I turned and looked down the canyon. The soft glow of the afternoon made long shadows of the trees around us. Golden beams broke through the small cloud cover on the horizon and the land below us glowed with the warmth of the day. A breeze rustled up the canyon wall and the flute sounded once again. It was now a comforting sound that kept us company as we made our way down the canyon.

That evening as we camped just above the first pool, we talked about the day, my search and the times we would have in the future. The smell of the fresh coffee, spiced potatoes and Italian sausage swept up to me from the fire and the heat on my face was like a baptism. Later, as I settled into my sleeping bag and listened to the stream and the distant sound of water plunging into the dark, I smiled to myself.

It was real.


The End

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Streamside

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Streamside

BY

Tom Bean



Have you ever experienced magic time? It is the time of night when the hatch is starting to cook.

I had a night like this and it was like nothing I had ever seen before.

As the sun set casting shadows deep and blue up the canyon, the caddis flies

came thickly off the water. You had to keep your mouth shut for fear of having

bug for dinner. As the shadows deepened to night the action was almost unbearably fast.

Strike after strike splashed my waders as some of the fish would swarm into the eddies

created by my legs.

I jabbed myself so many times I stopped counting trying to release thick German

browns from my net. I finally stopped using the net, trying to cradle the fish

gently and extract the hook so I could cast again. I scrambled to retie a new fly

after an errant cast snapped me off into a thick streamside tree.

I barely managed to finish the knot when night dropped down like a blanket

tossed from the patio over the heads of shrieking children.

I continued to fish but now it was done almost completely by sound. I would cast

ahead or slightly to the right and when I heard a splash I would set the hook. More

often then not I encountered the fish sneaking his meal.

As the night wore on, the next phase of this journey began.

The Moon broke free from the Earths grip and started to float over the hillside that the stream

was curling around. I stopped casting for a time and watched the Moon’s silver edge

slip over the hill. Trees high up on the mountain were silhouetted against its

shining surface and you could make out each branch of the forest sentinel’s arms.

I glanced back down to the river and the Moon bled onto the surface so that each

rising fish was a shadow of rings gently floating from its nose. I could see my line

now as it settled across the widening rings and the sharp splash was met by my

line as it jerked off center from the drift.

Cast, wait, set, it was a wonderful rhythm that was more felt than realized.

During this time I had sensed a splash near my leg and quickly dismissed it

because the action was still so swift.

It was more than 20 minutes later when it happened. I cast to a riser near the bank

and in the darkness my cast flew wide. I saw disaster too late and ripped the fly

back only to find the tree winning this battle. In my desperation to re-tie and cast I

snapped the fly off and reached for my fly box and another fur and feathered

offering.

I opened the box and fished in my vest for my light. I reached for the zip but

found it open and the splash then made sense.

My light was now with Davey Jones, if he is the one that inhabits churning stream

water, and it was now too dark to see to tie on.

Bugs still pelted me and fish still rose but now the sound was mocking. Almost

knowingly they would leap nearby and I could only stand listening and grinning

like the village idiot. I had brought more then 30 fish to hand in the last hour

alone, and a night like this I was sure would not repeat itself anytime soon.

As I stood in the now freezing water the chill of the night tapped me on the

shoulder. My back was sore from standing crouched and my arm was weary from

1000 casts into the darkness.

I made my way to the bank and slowly scrambled onto the grass ledge. I

wound the reel bringing the remaining line back home and started to walk back

down the road to my truck.

As I clumped across the trestle deck and climbed over the big orange gate, age

was starting to show. Up the dusty hill and under the big iron gate that protected

the trestle entrance to the river, my hand carefully resting on the ornate metal

elk and trees the gate maker had carefully worked into the metal.

I got to my truck and lowered the tail gate. Boots off, waders carefully put away,

rod broken down and slid into the double rod holder. It’s companion a thin 3

weight for the Cottonwood River.

Hopping in my truck I started it up and flicked the heat to high.

It grumbled a little but as I made my way down the canyon, the heat caught up to

the night and the warmth felt like hope.

The next morning I stood outside of my truck fumbling with my keys. My

shoulder and back still creaking from last nights abuse. As I found the key I

needed, I heard a fluttering sound against my window. I looked in the truck and

there working its way up the window was a Caddis Fly.

I opened the door and watched him flitter away. The night was brought back with

a rush and I knew my wife was about to get angry with me.

I knew as I drove to work my day would bring a lunchtime trip to the fly shop, a

dozen flies, a new light plus a spare for my vest, and a dozen roses for my best

girl.

Tonight would bring the guarantee of an over done dinner and the promise of

magic.



The End

To Fish, or Not to Fsh....

This will be a quick way to read some of my stories, fishing trip musings and miscellaneous outrages that take place in life. I may blog daily or skip months, it will depend on how good the fishing is.